There are very few things I don't like about the girl I am.
I like me most days.
I laugh a lot. I love a lot.
I have a wonderful family and lots of great friends.
I have a boyfriend whom I love with all my heart and soul.
Most days I feel like a
complete person.
Then there is the girl I want to be.
None of the attributes above will change.
I will still laugh, love and love to be me.
I'm just hoping there will be a little bit LESS of me to love.
I am currently at my heaviest weight...
EVER.
220lbs total.
At the beginning of the year I went on a total weight loss plan.
It lasted about 3 months and I lost 20lbs.
I was making great progress.
Working out daily. Sometimes 2-3x a day actually.
Eating 6 small meals a day. Tracking all of my meals.
No fast food. No junk. No pop.
And then I just
stopped.
I went from feeling great to feel completely blah!
And the sad thing is I have no reason for it.
I just got lazy.
And I have paid dearly for it.
The 20lbs I lost came back quickly...and brought 10 extra friends with it.
I just didn't have the self control to keep up that wonderful momentum.
I know it was my fault.
And I'm still to blame for not getting myself moving again.
So here it is...November.
It's been about 7 months since I did an actual worthwhile workout.
7 months since I watched what I put into my body.
7 months since I felt really good about the way I looked.
7 months since I could actually see myself making a change.
I miss all of those things.
A lot!
So it's time to jump back in.
No more excuses.
No more waiting.
It's time to make a change...
